Too hard

It's hard when you know you should not hold on and yet you are too in love to let go

Too many words..

Have you ever felt like suffocating because you spend couple of days not talking to anyone, but your own self? It's hard to explain. It's kinda weird ! I mean when so many things go in your mind, and you feel like your head spins. Still, you cannot talk about them or at least comprehend what is going on around you. It is like there are many many words inside you and in any minute you will explode and all those words would come out messy and more scattered and would just swallow you. It really confuse me when there is like amount of things I want to know , but I cannot reach this person. I don't get confused because I cannot reach this person because of something, no. It is only the idea scared me ! I mean to know this person is out here, you know its appearance, its voice, but you cannot see it ! This was my fear since I was kid. I would like to meet persons in television or newspaper. I cannot accept the idea that they are unreachable. Now, it is worse. When I cannot talk about things worry me to any person. To hold, hold so much inside. I feel I would rather sleep than be awake and know that it is another day of silence outside, and panic, fear and mess inside ! I know no one would know what I talk about. But, this is makes me crazy

My Name

My name "Rema" means white fawn in Arabic. So, this is me =)
Oh, how cute I'm even my name cute <3 :p

I'm ..

I'm not a fly and not a dog :)
I'm a beautiful butterfly and angel :)

Good morning

Yarrab, this day proves more beautiful, peaceful and happier than before. O Allah send me clouds of love, kindness and content fill my heart forever to need no one again

Because you're more sweet :)

You have a big heart no one wants to live in it.

Not meant to..

But, I believe that even if physical power was able to separate people. No one in this earth will be able to take the whole sweet memory of one's heart, until one is ready to forget it.
So, we should not feel hurt even if it's so painful

No longer

Heaven where I belong

"For me Heaven is not only an approaching fact.
Rather, it is every precious appointments which have been postponed against my will.
It is all those places which earth did not allow me to visit.
It is the love , this life was so cheap to afford me.
It is the happiness which cannot fit in this earth.
It is all those faces that I miss most and I was deprived from seeing.
Heaven is the death of taboos, the death of prohibition and the death of authorities.
Heaven is the death of boredom, the death of fatigue and the death of despair.
Heaven is simply the death of Death."

I miss to go there to meet my beloved and enjoy everything I miss in this life <3

By: Mohammed Assouani