Congratulation ! AYO!

I'm speechless, I'm truly speechless ! 

When I saw your photo, all the memories rushed back from our first meeting to the last goodbye I heard from you in June 2011. I cannot believe it is almost a year since the last time we talked to each other. But, indeed it is a wonderful journey! 

I have been there with you before you enroll and seeing you now finally achieving your dream is more than my heart can handle. I'm proud of you, I'm really are..you fulfilled the first step in accomplishing the dream which we both talked about endlessly..And I'm sure that soon you will be everything you wished you will be. 

You're a wonderful person, and that's why I'm sure that everything good in your life is a reward from Allah. Your moon-like face in that photo is nothing, but the "noor" Allah blesses His good servants. I ask Allah to grant you this "noor" now and hereafter and enlighten your path in the Judgment Day.

I could not stop crying when I saw that :) It was really the best thing happened to me in a while. Selfishly, I wished I'm there in the ceremony! But, I told myself that you look much happier than I've ever seen you before..I knew then that I was really a pain in the neck :) Allah bless her, and grant her the happiness, success and peace as she makes you happy. 

I really want to scream now ! ..saying " AYO" :F

Congratulation, Congratulation, Congratulation brother..

I'm happy, I'm so excited..I

May all your dreams and hers come true..And May Allah grant you all you wish and much more and gather me with you and my dear ones with the Prophet (peace be upon him) in Paradise ..

P.S. Can I send something there for the kids? :) If possible, which day is suitable :)

I'm Back...much happier !

It has been a while that I wrote here...I miss being here, I miss my comfy corner, where nobody truly knows me, but you.

I was not doing okay that last month which makes me stays away from here. But, I'm back now good and healthy as ever :)

There is much to catch up in this world around me, I feel I was more than a month away from people!

As a start nothing has updated in my private life, except that I'm turning more annoying to my mum:) I'm resuming my Quran Classes at home soon , and was babysitting my cousin's baby Jojo every morning :) And sure following updates from you brother ! Sometimes I really forget and sit writing you email, when I read something and didn't understand it :F Otherwise, I'm good now, I moved to my mum's place :F, you know how when you are not okay everybody loves you and you becomes so special and got all those millions Kinder surprise eggs, that's the most awesome feeling ever, believe me :F And being not okay I gained a permission from my uncle to travel ..YES, to go abroad. In two weeks I am going, but my stepfather says it is a surprise so I'm not sure where :) 

 I will anyway post photos Insh'Allah :)

BTW, when is the graduation season :) I thought it is April ?

I feel like there is alot in my head, but they are rushing every one wants to be written before, that there is a jam in my head :F It is not good to stay away from here for so long. I will try to write down everything in a daily basis to avoid this :) Even my sweet diary that I keep since I was 6, I stopped writing in it daily last month:( But i will try to compensate it :)

The last thing to say is that I'm happy now, I make a peaceful deal with myself to stay this way forever. Everyone has a down in her life, but she must stand up not only for herself, but also for those who loves her to make them happy :) And there is something keeps me excited and happy now that in a month I'm getting a future letter from you for our fourth anniversary :) I will make it special even if you are not around, but still it is special 'cause I know you this time for sure that you are happier happier than ever , which makes me one too !