Noorah's Voice !

A Walk to remember...

Love is everything in one's life: love of life, nature, knowledge, innocence...Love exists in every corner in this world around us. No one can deny that he has never tasted love...Love of any kind.

Love is a powerful tool; it is as destructive as it is constructive. Sometimes we miss the idea of love in our life and seek hard to find it, and taste the pain rather than the joy we dreamt of. Love never comes without pain; however we still enjoy every pain this love brings.

Sometimes you are in your dreamy world...away from everyone…enjoying your love for your private life…content with what God has given you…happy with your own life, but someone determines to storm into your kingdom…disturb your life…confuse the very essence of you. You may do not have the courage to question his presence, you may do not care of his ushering or you may decide to examine his presence in your life. You will never know what destiny hide for you, you will never know that you may fall in love with him in every essence of you and taste the "sweet" pain he will introduce into your life.

It will be a great experience, you will enjoy the love he brings, but the pre- knowledge that something will separate you is what embittered this love-experience. Love can breathe life into you even if you are in the edge of dying.



Love teaches you to have hope, to have faith, to have a plan for your life. Love gives you a new laugh...a new smile...a new cry...a new tear…a new life !

"Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful".

Love will remain with you...It will remain whatever pain it caused to you... Love is eternal…

Our love is like the wind... I can’t see it, but I sure can feel it.

I promise you !

Life....

Life is a mixture

of sunshine and rain,

Laughter and teardrops.

pleasure and pain.

All days can't be bright,

but it's certainly true

There was never a cloud

the sun didn't shine through.

by Helen Rice

Never Truely Gone !

When memories last and carry on ,

A loved one is never truely gone !

You will find your sadness can be eased,

By holding close fond memories.

Your little girl..

Dad…

With every tick of the clock, my heart does so with love and longing for you...
I miss you dad, I miss your smile, your warm hug, your splendid "Good morning" every day, I miss the color in which you paint my day….I miss everything in you dad.

Years passed and every day I miss you more...I have never imagined I would open my eyes one day and you are not near...My soul has been stolen, my heart has been stabbed. My day has turned black and white since your departure...

Dad...

I'm still imagining how my life would be if you are still here...I built many webs and dreams where we are all together as before…The happy family.

Dad…

I miss you so much

Dad…

You promised me you will always be here even if you are not around…you told me you will be able to hear me even if we are miles away… and I believe you dad. I keep doing all what we used to do...I wake up daily to the memory of your " good morning pumpkin" which still echoes in my head and I'm sure you hear my greeting back ..Your photo is the first thing I open my eyes to daily dad...I still can't sleep without it under my pillow and in front of me hanging on the wall…Seeing your open arms provides me with enough strength to live another day without you ...to welcome life as you always welcome me.

Dad…

Today I embark in a significant step in my life where I really need you... I need your advice, encouragement and support...I need you to tell me "I can do it ". I miss the very idea of you being here to share me my dream, our dream… the dream we have always pictured in our minds together.

Dad…

I'm still the same little girl you left behind years ago, the same girl who awaits for you at the door steps refusing to eat or drink without you being here…I grow up but still I do the same dad...I have never changed...and here is my fear dad. Dad, my mum is my only refugee after you; the person I'm awaiting for now at the door steps even if I have never shown or told a single person before. Dad, mum is all what I have and the only person cares about me...she suffers and endures a lot because of me...Still I need her around dad. I can't imagine dad I would start studying and she is not around...I can't lie to myself dad, I can't do it. I'm lost dad without you both around me. I miss you both dad. I can't tell her anything dad...I don't want to ruin everything for her...and I don't want to ruin our dream by dropping everything and following her. I can't disappoint her, disappoint you both dad. A two-month vacation away from her proved to me that I'm weak without you both. I can't stand the world without one of you beside me. I'm still your "whiny girl" whatever I do to prove the opposite; I find myself wander around your memory of you both.

Dad…

I know you can hear me and feel everything I feel even without telling you…But I will say it aloud dad "I promise you to do my best to make you proud of me". My heart will always be your kingdom alone…Your presence there dad heals all my pains and sorrows.

Dad…

Thanks for being a great dad ...thanks for all the love and care you showered us both …Thanks for listening to me, for answering all my questions…

Dad…

I love you so much

~Happy National Day~

Happy National Day for you My Country..

~May Allah Keep us in peace in Your Land forever ~

Peace Day~

Wish you all a peace life....

Share the World in their peace day in facebook...

http://www.facebook.com/peaceday

~Happy Eid~

My Friend..

I miss you more than words can say,

I think of you each single day,

I love you like my "brother" and friend,

I'll always love you til the end,

The more i think, the more i weep,

at least i have memories to keep,

I know we'll meet again soon enough,

but i can't wait cos this is tough,

every time i see a pretty flower,

i think of you then my eyes shower,

every time i take out my photo pile,

i look at you and me and i smile,

all the memories i hold in my heart,

no need to miss you, we're not apart

by Amanda Linzi

I Miss You..

silhouettes dance within my heart
casting omnipresent shadows of you
and yet there remains an echo
an eerie silence of loneliness
deafened by dreaded emptinessin
a place you once tread

those boyhood memories remain
absence the fondness you shared
the gentleness of your touch
supported by words of compassion
always teaching, reaching
no longer can I feel you

though I see you daily
from visions of the past
my soul aches to know
how long does death last....

By Bob Shank

I miss you..

Dad...I miss you so much

No one in this life would fill the space you left in my heart

I'm really missing you every moment Dad

In all langauges..Welcome..

Welcome Ramadan..May God forgives us all ..and grants us His Paradise..

Ameen

Ramadan Kareem

Ramdan Kareem for all you dears...

I’m wishing all of you a blessed Ramadan filled with love, family, happiness, and the acceptance of your prayers.

May it be a joyous time. God bless you all..

Father and Daughter

Father and Daughter is a 2000 Dutch animated short film, made by Michaël Dudok De Wit. It won the 2000 Academy Award for Animated Short Film.

A father says goodbye to his young daughter and leaves. As the wide Dutch landscapes live through their seasons so the girl lives through hers. She becomes a young woman, has a family and in time she becomes old, yet within her there is always a deep longing for her father.

The story can be seen as a metaphor. The father leaving on a boat signifies his death and the images of the daughter watching for him to come back is signifying her always thinking about him throughout her life. Towards the end when the now elderly daughter begins to travel through the overgrown, dried up riverbed is supposed to explain that she has died and is now travelling in the afterlife to see her father once again.

Th power lies with the one care less!

Is it true? Or a mere “ saying” we decide to believe ?!
Is the one care less in any kind of relationships is the most powerful? Or is it simply a sign that” he/she” merely doesn't care anymore?
It is a complicated conviction...no one can definitely decide whether is it “ no care” or is it an attempt to be the “most powerful”!
But, when one shows each time a less care and interest in the other partner, the relationship starts to lose its credibility and stability..too much carelessness especially in matter of relationships agitates the flames of hatred which eats all the old flames of love and passion
However, as much as I try to forget those who “care less” about me..I find myself dangling in loving them more intensely!

I lost you my soul !

The following poem is translation of the poem in the video...

The one used to console me is Gone!
Gone and today he's in his grave.

He left me alone and sad...dying in my grief

I remember him when he talks to me with a broad smile on his face..
I remember him when he consoles me when my tears drop on my cheeks..
I remember him when he complains to me about the worries fill his chest..

I remember him and my tears roll down my cheeks and my mind becomes his only captive !

My sweetheart is Gone!
I could not even smell his scent!
My soul died too and accompanies him in his grave.

Where are you dear?
Come back...come talk to me under the moonful night..
Ask me about my beings..everything sweetheart has turned sore after your departure!

Oh ...I've no patience..come back..come back !!

I have nothing..
I have just the hope to meet you again in the Green Paradise..

Oh my dear..
The whole universe miss you..
May God rest your soul in Heaven..drink from the sweetest brook

I miss you Forever..

Love and Friendship

by Emily Jane Brontë

Love is like the wild rose-briar,
Friendship like the holly-tree—
The holly is dark when the rose-briar blooms
But which will bloom most constantly?

The wild rose-briar is sweet in spring,
Its summer blossoms scent the air;
Yet wait till winter comes again
And who will call the wild-briar fair?

Then scorn the silly rose-wreath now
And deck thee with the holly’s sheen,
That when December blights thy brow
He still may leave thy garland green

My Blog's First Anniversary!

Today is the first official anniversary of my blog. I have posted my first post in the same day a year ago. Since that day I can not believe how much fun and joy this has been!

I started my blog with the encouragement of one of my friend “Mo!”. He encouraged me to share my experience with others in the blog...which brought me on 28 July 2008 to publish my own blog “My own world”. So far this experience has been really satisfying..I have got to know many people, visit many other blogs. It has been really the most interesting thing I have ever done in years..

My first post was about “Loneliness” which was the thing my friend wanted me to forget..to publish a blog,to share others my experience and thoughts would help me to escape the sense of loneliness, my friend told me..and indeed it has really worked ! Since that post; day after day I felt I'm involved more with others and much happier to articulate the feelings in my heart.

On this day, I want to say “ Thank You” Mo! For everthing ..you are my best friend and my best brother..Since the very first day I have posted my first post, I meant it to be for You..cause I'm certain you will read it daily to the end of the journey...

I would like also to say Big Thank You to everyone who visit and read my blog

Thank you,Thank you, Thank you

I Do Not Love Thee..

I do not love thee!—no! I do not love thee!

And yet when thou art absent I am sad;

And envy even the bright blue sky above thee,

Whose quiet stars may see thee and be glad.

I do not love thee!—yet, I know not why,

Whate’er thou dost seems still well done, to me:

And often in my solitude I sigh

That those I do love are not more like thee!

I do not love thee!—yet, when thou art gone,

I hate the sound (though those who speak be dear)

Which breaks the lingering echo of the tone

Thy voice of music leaves upon my ear.

I do not love thee!—yet thy speaking eyes,

With their deep, bright, and most expressive blue,

Between me and the midnight heaven arise,

Oftener than any eyes I ever knew.

I know I do not love thee! yet, alas!

Others will scarcely trust my candid heart;

And oft I catch them smiling as they pass,

Because they see me gazing where thou art.

by Caroline Elizabeth Sarah Norton

My 100th post

This is my 100th post; after almost a year of blogging..

It's been a great time to share my thoughts and feelings here..

In this special post I just wish to say thanks for my inspiration who inspires me to start blogging

Thanks a lot

I'll keep blogging inshallah and never if God willls forgetting His words { Not a word does he utter but there is a sentinel by him, ready ( to note it)}

Wish you all happy time, great life...

Nothing Deserve!!

Don't be sad..!

When you lose a dear person death chose to grab him from your hands,,

He is a Allah's trust and He has chosen to take him back...!!

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Don't be sad .. !

When you fail in a baseless love relationship

A relation its destiny is separation...!!

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Don't be sad .. !

When you get sick ..

Each moment of suffering is a purifying for your soul .. !!

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Don't be sad .. !

When a friend of yours chose to leave you ..

He is the loser not you .. !!

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Don't be sad.. !

When you found out that your closest friend is your first enemy ..

Thank your Allah that you haven't been naive all your life .. !!

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Don't be sad .. !

When you are suffering and no one around you feel your pain ..

They suffer too and you don't know .. !!

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Don't be sad .. !

When you do right and get a stab in your back..

Be victim better than being an opressor; you aren't the first victim.. !

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Don't be sad .. !

When the one you love left you scattered fragments..

One has to come eventually to gather those fragments into a new love..!

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oOo oOo oOo

This is life a combination of love ..Separation.. Happiness

Tears...Sadness..and Smile

Let's do our best to face all the storms want to destroy us..!

Life is more beautiful to spend it on lamenting what we lost..

Cause the other part will never care for our tears..!!
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oOo oOo oOo

My Treasure..

How lovely is the person who is capable to love and never cheat his/her beloved.

And how lovely to have such a person in your life !!

A person who asks about you when you are not around..
Gets close to you when the waves of life take you away from evereyone..

How lovely to have such a person in your life !!

A perosn who loves you...
Cares about you..
Shares you happiness and pain..

How is it beautiful when your souls integrate into one soul !
Get happy together..
Get sad together..
Live entirly together.

How lovely to have such a person in your life !!

A person who forgives you when you mistake..
Supports you when you in need..
Defends you in front of the world..

How lovely to have such a person in your life !!

A person who lends you a helping hand..
Encourages you when you are afraid..

How lovely to have such a person in your life !!

A person who saves your secrets..
and Keeps his promises to you..

How lovely is MY life to have such a treasure around.

It is a treasure I've won...
A treasure I will look after as long as I live, keep it as my eyes.Thanks God to grante me such persons around ...persons enlighten my path..

Thank you all..Thanks so much

Have peace Part 2

Recitation of Dawn Surrah from Holy Quran by Shiekh Maher Mauyqali...

( Taraweeh Prayer. Holy Mosque 2007)

Have peace Part 1

This is a Supplication to our God Almighty by Sheikh Maher Al-Muayqali in the Holy Mosque in Macca 2008 ..Taraweeh Prayer in Holy Ramadan..

Feel Peace..

Being in the Right Place.

Those photos are taken from Coelho's blog http://paulocoelhoblog.com/



"Man is least himself when he talk his own person. Give him a mask, he will tell you the truth!"

"Be light to land on people's hearts...only leaving the nice aura ...Don't bother them with your heavy burden !"

"There are always flowers for those who want to see them."

"Keep your faith in all beauitful things; in the sun when it is hidden, in the spring when it is gone"

"Sweet is the momory of distant friends ! Like the mellow rays of the departing sun, it falls tenderly, yet sadly, on the heart."

A miracle !!

23-6-1430 H

A year…an incredible year has passed with all its sorrow, tears but its happy aura is still hanged in the air. Its miraclic gift still hovers around me; lightening my path, drawing the smile in my face, wiping the tears from my eyes.

It's a miracle and it is a miracle that it's still around me after 354 days…354 days of pleasure.


On 23-6-1429 H…I met what has turned to be my miracle !! The bliss I have dreamt all my life to have.. eventually I have it !!
No word can describe what I feel or what I have experienced.
In Miracle…You just standstill !!

I'm thankful for every morning I wake up and find you still there. God Knows how you make my day special. With you I learnt to greet each day with eyes sparkling with hope. With heart ready to love and be loved again.

Never go away
I want you to stay and always be my special brother
From now till the end,
For your companionship I will fight from day till night
Cause there is only one thing that's true
I have found in you the TRUE BROTHER

Thanks Brother for everything, for everything you gave me….you are my Miracle !

Good Morning...

In the blazing horizon..

With the Sunset.....With the Sunrise..

Your smile is drown in the blazing horizon

Evertime I look to the sky..I feel I can fly

My heart beats fast...I want this to last !

I want you to be in my side

But all I have is

Your smile in the blazing horizon.

Awakening ( 2)

This lyric ( Anything for You) is one of Sami Ysusf new album...

I really love it !!

If there were a single sacred rose

On a mountain top that grows

Where nobody ever dares to go

For you I'd climb that mountain high

I would reach up to the sky

If that rose was your desire

Don't you know that I

Would do anything

Would do anything

For you

I would do anything

Would do anything

Anything for you

For you, I would sail the seven seas

Walk the deserts in between

Just to bring you anything you need

Nothing could ever be too much

Anything to show my love

‘Cos it gives me strength enough

Don't you

Don't you

Don't you know that

would do anything

Would do anything

For you

You know that I

Would do anything

Would do anything

Anything for youFor you

I would take on any trial

And I would walk on through the fire

You give me strength enough to face it all

You make me feel invincible

‘Cos I would do anything

Anything for you

You know that I

Would do anything

Would do anything

Anything for you

These things are nothing to

All the things you do for me

You are my dream come true

A love I never knew you see

I'd take on a mountain high

Just to see you smile for me

You make me want to be

The very best that I can be

I would do anything

Anything for you

You know that I

Would do anything

Would do anything

Anything for you

Boycott Awakening !! (1)

Sami Yusuf is aMuslim British singer-songwriter, composer, producer and accomplished musician.

Sami is devoutly spiritual and often uses his art and music as a means of promoting the messages of love, mercy, peace and tolerance, whilst encouraging the youth to be proud of their identity.

His new album had been relased WITHOUT his permission !! and has been downloaded many times in you tube and other sites. As SUPPORTER of him, I share this as a means to stop dealing with this FAKE album.

I will stay tuned for Sami's genuine and legal album.

For more information visit:

http://www.samiyusufofficial.com/

http://boycott-awakening.com/blog/#home

Please Dad...

As soft winds sweep away the days

I look back on life through a haze.

Remember playgrounds, parks and friends,

In childlike gaze that never ends.

The laughter in a game of catch,

Shall memory ever attach...

To innocence in youthful eyes,

Catching the ball to Dad's surprise.

I recall my first bike, first wreck,

Who picked me up, said, "What the heck?

"Convinced me to give one more try,

While, knees skinned, I forgot to cry.

Just the joy knowing he was there,

Making him proud my only care.

There was nothing I couldn't do,

My heart held fast that to be true.

Though teenage years were kind of rough,

I sure wasn't too big or tough.

You taught me to defend what's right

And never back down from a fight.

So I learned the hard way to stand,

Still, with each lump, I found your hand.

Drawing from you an inner strength,

And stubborn pride of equal length.

But there the line of fate was drawn,

As though I blinked and you were gone.

I found myself facing the sun,

Not man, not boy, fatherless, one.

Eyes blinded by a void inside,

I could not live that you had died.

Alas finding it to be true,

I could do nothing without you.

Please, Dad, today just hear my call,

I'm sorry that I dropped the ball.

My life is wrecked, my knees are skinned,

My emotions undisciplined.

I can't get up although I try,

Please don't be upset if I cry.

Though I can't fight what I can't see,

Please, Dad, say you're still proud of me.

by Michael Anderson

Money..

It can buy a house
But not a home

It can buy a clock
But not time

It can buy you a position
But it not respect

It can buy you a bed
But not sleep

It can buy you a book
But not knowledge

It can buy you medicine
But not health

It can buy you blood
But not life

So you see money isn't everything
And it often causes pain and suffering

What is this?

Act of waiting

" All the hardships a person had to face none was more punishing than the simple act of waiting"

Khaled Hosseini

Look at me !!

I screamed aloud
Mum hear me....hear me mum.

I need few moments of your time.
Mum I have no one but you to wipe the tears from my eyes..

Only you mum...the light of my heart.

Where your kindness has gone?
Where your love has gone?

Years and I still mourn them !!

You are always busy mum..
Mum remember me..

Pour me with your generous love..
I want to hear your sweet words..

Mum give methe chance to live my life and my dreams again.

Be pleased with me Mum...

I will always wait you and ask you to look at me..

Look at me Mum for only one more time.

My Answer....

They ask me what you are to me and I cannot say,

Because of all they will read in the air. And they

Ask me what I think but when I think of you

I go blank and sink into images tangible with feeling.

What you are to me is real, whole and not fragile,

Not made of glass nor yet sent to reach me out. And then

What you are becomes a pure being, a melting spirit of

Memory and music, perfection and star brightness in human form.

What you are is wish and answer, a hope that is alive and

Beautifully terrible, vivid cool fire with an angel's face.

What you are is a walking surprise of reaching smiles,

A collection of essence, a heart with the power to touch and to move.

And I would wish to be as bright, as true as I feel

You to be, as substantial as the hand that held mine.

And I would wish to be beside you as a living shadow,

Always and never there, and felt somehow forever.

by Katherine Foreman.

Languages Don't lie ..

1-Flowers Langauge:




The sensitive and purist language in which we express our feelings towards our dreams , love , happiness and sadness.
Few know this language and fewer can understand it….It's the language of sensitive people.




2-Eyes lanaguage:


It is the language which reflects our hearts, our emotions…eyes are powerful than words..

3-Heart Language:

When a heart reveals its secrets…he reveals it in its special language…a whisper of love or a whisper of admonition. They are hidden whispers.. whispers only when heart is in love he can reveal.

4-Quietness Language:

It is emotional peace where you experience the language of kindness, forgiveness and purity…those taste this language always win the battle against despair and hatred.


5-Smile Language:

Smile is one of the body's languages God guaranteed us…
It is the way to win hearts…
It is the way to break the ice between people…
It is an honest expression and a hope rainbow..

6-Sea Language:
It is the language known only for lovers…for those who wants to confess their innerings… it is their best friend. His waves parallels with their emotions.. sadness and happiness.


7-Kids Language:

Kids are the innocence symbols …the life joy…the future hope.
The purist creature in the world..
This is the language is pure as their small white hearts.