I Love You Most

You heard me last time I whispered to you here . As much as it pleased me you did, it tormented me to find you unhappy. For this, I will do anything to make you happy. You are my universe.

Months ago, if I was granted a wish, it would have been to be your only love, and yours only. Today, if I was granted the same wish, it would have been to you be happy with her forever.

You mean so much for me honey. You're the brother, the friend, and the lover. It is not easy for me to see you suffer because of me. It was not easy and it will never be. You have always told me: to love is to love the best for the other. For this, I wish you the best: to live happily with her.

Last night, when I put my head on my pillow to sleep, I felt my chest like burning. It was inflamed with passion for you. I felt the urge to call you and ask you to tell me it is just a nightmare. But, it is not. It should be a sweet dream. I should turn it to be so.

It came then to my mind "Tangled". Yeah, Tangled ! For long I persists you to watch it. It was for a solo childish goal :). In the movie, Rapunzel 's Mother Gothel says to Rapunzel "I love you", and Rapunzel replies saying "I love you more" to which her mother replies again "I love you most" . This is the only thing catches my attention in the movie !. For long, I waited you to watch it to say this sweet reply to me :). I always say I love you more when you tell me you love me, I wished then to hear "I love you most "from you .

Are you happy? Did you finally get in touch with her? or you still naughty stubborn as always :)?

I have been thinking of you honey lately , as if you even were not there all the time !. Seeing your updates, photos is really killing. I think it is a bliss for you, you never saw me or have anything from me. I do not mean that by having seen you, I suffer. No. On the contrary, I will suffer more. It is just this will make healing slower slower.

Hey~ Did my sister graduate? My best wishes for her. Did you check her profile out :). Was that my R's little hand N'sha'Allah? She will be like my own daughter, not just niece.

How is everything going with you? I missing you so much. Where have you been lately :). I wish you all the best.

~ Sealed with absolute love~