..left me..

قد غادرت فوددت لو أن غادروا كل الأنام وتوأمي ما غادرت
قد فارقت قلبي الحزين ودمعتي من موق عيني سكبها ما فارقت
قد هاجرت درب بعيد دربها والكل يسأل هل تراها هاجرت
الكل يسأل مافعلت بعدها قلت المآسي في الفؤاد تعانقت
قد عاودتني كل أحزان مضت لن تنجلي إلا إذا هي عاودت
كانت لروحي توأماً ياحرقتي من بعد ما ابتسمت حياتي سافرت
كيف الحياة أخيتي فلتصفحي كيف الحياة ؟! فغصتي قد جاورت
صارت رفيقة قلبي المحزون في حلك الدجى يا توأمي بل خالطت
وتسابقت أصداء ذكراك التي مكثت بقلبي بل له قد مازجت
ستظل ذكراك هنا لو غادرت كل الدنى لكنها ما غادرت

Translated:

She left and I wished everyone did, but not my soul mate.
She left my sad heart alone and my tear has never left my eyes since then.
She went away, and everyone asks me if she truly migrate?
Everyone asks me what have I done after her? I answered that pain embraced my heart since her leave.
All my painful memories returned and they will never be erased until she return back.
She was my soul mate..Oh..After my life has finally smiled, she left me alone again !
How is life my soul? How is it? my lump became the only friend of my sad heart in those dark nights.
And your beautiful memories race in front of my eyes..
Your memory will always remain safe in my heart even if everything erased from there..yours will never be erased.

My icecream Eid :)

No chocolate this eid :) I will eat my yummy colorful ice-cream instead <3

I miss sharing it with someone, but would celebrate it anyway with me and me :)

Happy Eid

Happy Eid :)

I miss you daddy

I miss you daddy so much <3

I surrender

I surrender, I am not the smart who I think I am

For the last few days I thought there is no tracking in my blog , but I found that I lost "Google analytic" code in my blog actually that's why there was a Zero tracking

Good feeling now

Happy Birthday :)

Happy Birthday my brother !

I wish you a great, happy, blissful life. May Allah grant you thousand of years ahead full of love, purity and happiness.


Happy Birthday old bro :)

How to get rid of annoying person in a minute :)

How to lose a guy in 7 days?

Well, you can get rid of any annoying person in a minute, too.

1-Delete her/his permanently from msn. You first block her/his and then *tick tick* delete her/his. However, she /he will remain there in the privacy.

She/he has be super and great (like me ) to delete you also from her/his msn too, so she/he will never appear in yours .

2- Block her/his in your email or you know report it as a spam !!

3- Delete his/her number from your phone and delete his/her contact from any social newtowrk ( tumblr, facebook, twitter, etc)

4- Umm...kill his/her !! I think this is the best solution .

Jealousy is killing me

Only Allah knows how I feel.
Only Allah knows how much it kills me.
It's not a thing I chose to be born with.
It's not something to be proud of.
It is a painful test to live with it.
Especially..
when you are apart from the person you care about.
It's not a sentiment I can control even if we are not together.
It is a pain.
It hurts when I realize that I was the only thing preventing someone from doing what he wants..once I disappeared everything changed.
To heal needs time, but with jealousy resides in my heart it needs ages.
I cannot forget easily...
I hate when injuries open with a single gesture.
My heart is loaded,, but it can no longer express

O Allah sends your mercy and peace upon my aching heart.

No one passed by here

No one has read my blog for over 15 days :(

YAY..A mac-owner

I am officially a Macbook owner :)

Not that I fall in love with it :P

I just fall in love with its whiteness <3 and because it reminds me of someone :)

Thanks A :)

Have you?

Who has not ever fall in love or at least has a crush on someone? I guess no one =)

Three Things

Today in Tarweeh prayer, the Imam prayed Allah for us and our parents. At that moment, I felt a weird feeling overwhelming me: "who is going to pray for me?"; rather, "who is going to pray for my parents after me ?" . I pray for them now and for my grandparents. But later, who is going to pray for my parents when I could not get them the child I dream for.


Prophet Mohammed Peace be upon him said, “When the son of Adam (human being) dies, his deeds are stopped except for three things, namely, his good deeds, his knowledge, and his pious child who prays for him. I don't a get a child who will pray for me and my parents. I am sorry dad and mum. You know that I will sacrifice myself for your happiness. I will do my best to assure that your good deeds never stop by any means. I love you so much, you are the light of my eyes.